As I’m sure you guys have read my blog countless times before, I am boggled by our human nature to believe in the longevity of time. We always think we have more time. More time to leave what could get done today until tomorrow. More time to accomplish our goals. More time to make amends. More time to come to terms with our past. More time to get it right. But that’s the problem – we always think we have time. But, how much of a grasp of the concept of time do we really have? Life can be so unpredictable; time can be taken away just as easily as it is to count on it. I did the same. I always pushed things to a later date (using it as an element of Time) and therefore couldn’t always write what I felt. Though I never kept it inside me, It doesn’t even mean that I started blabbering about it to gain sympathy. Because if I did that then none of that will do justice to actually going through it firsthand how it feels like.
When I moved into this new house; it was great, but today I
wished I would have never moved in here. Today I wish I would have never moved
into this city. Today I wish I would have never grown up. Today I wish the
world should have come to an end on 12/12/12. I had so many friends made in my
past. They were friends since ages always there next to me whenever I needed
them or say whenever I never wanted them to be around; irrespective of both the
conditions they were always there. When I try to even get in touch with some of
my new friends today in this new town then it’s nothing less than a Herculean
task.
The only thing I like about my life today is the silence around
me. I love walking alone on the streets with my Car keys bouncing against my
leg softly as I allow the winds, the trees, and the sun to wash away my loneliness.
Sometimes I think what is so soothing about being near to these things; maybe
it is because even they never had anyone feeling them… May be they are as
lonely as I am….!!
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