A Letter to God...!

Dear God


I am doing fine with your grace. Hope you too are doing well, though I don't see you around these days much. I have reasons why I feel so. These days Accidents are more. Recently there Bomb Blasts and Stampede. Flight crashed. People and Animals are dying due to drought. People are cutting, chopping, slicing and burning each other in your name. But still you dont seem to be bothered.

Sorry I am digressing from the topic for which I am writing you this letter to you. I see these captions everyday.

"XYZ" God is coming back. "XYZ" is the only real God.

I know you are only one but you have different forms and names. But people don's seem to understand. They are busy fighting and proving that their God is great. And all of them are calling you to come back in the form they worship and destroy the other Gods and their believers.

I wonder if this is really possible? Can you kill yourself? Can you kill your own Kids just because they worship you in different forms?

I am sure that this is the very reason that you are hiding. I am not writing this letter asking you to come back and make them understand, because all these millions of years nobody understood.

Instead I am requesting you NOT to come Back. Please..!!!

Don't come back until everyone loses faith in you..!

Don't come back until people forget you..!

Don't come back, so that people start believing in themselves and people around them..!

Don't come back because people should realize its worthless fighting over you. They will stop doing it only when they realize that you don't exist.

And even after all these thing happen, please do not come back as a "GOD".

If you really want to come back then place yourself in every organism. Let the godliness spread across all forms of life. I don't want another God..! Or any God..!

I know you are there listening to me. Hope you oblige to this request of mine.

Yours Truly

"WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND?"

Each time I log into my FB Account, same Question appears " Whats on your Mind ?"
Then I think whats on my mind... Sometimes the answer is nothing and sometimes there are so many things which I really fail to express. There are also times when I am utterly scared to write what's on my Mind.

"WHY?" Even answering this question brings jitters to me. Some times life puts you into situation that makes you go through lot of torture and trauma. I am unable to accept and answer the answer to the question WHY?

However then I feel like giving the answer, the answer is  that we are no more living in a Democratic country and we no more have the freedom of speech or the freedom of expression, which is our basic right our constitution had given us once.

The next thing that comes to my mind is another Question, which is even more scarier than the previous one. That is "WHERE ARE WE HEADING WITH THIS?"

And then think again about Whats on your Mind... Why sometimes it is difficult to write something? Does our thought process stop?? Or the creativity is dead?

I very often face this situation. Sometimes I enter into that blank world and it becomes very difficult for me to come out of it. It takes days and months to understand as where did this come from and why could not I see this coming?

I have always enjoyed reading books but now it has been six months since I touched any Book.

What is this Blank world? Why do we fell like not reading and writing anything or even doing anything worthy. Is this the so called depression? And what is the point of getting depressed in Life when we know that this is our only day, only chance, only moment which will never come back. Without our knowledge from where does this depression Creep?

You can find loads of suggestions and theories everywhere but who knows what is going in our mind. Who knows what are we going through in life and what is the purpose of living today?

I am trying to find an answer..!